Thanks for the messages guys, but sometimes we have to make decisions that aren't easy hey, and this is one of them. I want to put my time and effort into more important things now, and maybe I will start up again in a while, not sure though. Looking at going into photography, which costs money and lots of it, so can't afford to have another hobby that prevents me from pursuing it. And also the fact that I am looking to get a teaching post for next year, so these last 6 months are crucial.